Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Actually, i don't really like to read. I will read when I am really nothing to do just like today...
I went to visit the chinese blogs and found some articles are really interesting and meaningful...Normally when i found those articles i will post it in my blog. Just like the previous entry..Hahaha...
Reading is the only you to kill time when you are really nothing better to do...It gains knowledge too
Wish to adjust everyone's watch and every home's clock...
Kill the time...
SianZzzz
4:17 PM
有一个盲人，小时候深为这一缺陷烦恼沮丧，觉得自己这一辈子算完了。一位老师开导他说：“世上每个人都是被上帝咬过一口的苹果，都是有缺陷的人。有的人缺陷比较大，是因为上帝特别喜爱他的芬芳。”他很受鼓舞，从此把失明看作是上帝的特殊钟爱，开始振作起来，向命运挑战。若干年后，他成了一个著名的盲人推拿师，他的事迹被写进当地的小学课本。
把人生缺陷看成“被上帝咬过一口的苹果”，这个思路太奇特了，尽管这有点自我安慰的阿Q精神，可是，人生不如意事十之七八，这个世界上谁不需要找点理由自我安慰呢？
世界文化史上有著名的三大怪杰，文学家弥尔顿是瞎子，大音乐家贝多芬是聋子，天才的小提琴演奏家帕格尼尼是哑巴，如果用“上帝咬苹果”的理论来推理，他们也都是由于上帝特别喜爱，狠狠地咬了一大口的缘故。
就说帕格尼尼巴，4岁出麻疹，险些丧命；7岁患肺炎，又几近夭折；46岁，牙齿全部掉光；47岁视力急剧下降，几乎失明；50岁又成了哑吧。上帝这一口咬得太重了，可是也造就了一个天才的小提琴家。帕格尼尼3岁学琴，即显天分；8岁已小有名气；12岁举办首次音乐会，即大获成功。之后，他的琴声几乎遍及世界，拥有无数的崇拜者，他在与病痛的搏斗中，用独特的指法弓法和充满魔力的旋律征服了整个世界。著名音乐评论家勃拉兹称他是“操琴弓的魔术师”，歌德评价他“在琴弦上展现了火一样的灵魂”。有人说，上帝像精明的生意人，给你一分天才，就搭配几倍于天才的苦难。这话真不假。
上帝很馋，见谁咬谁，所以，人都是有缺陷的，有与生俱来的，有后天形成的。既然无法抗拒，又难以弥补，就只有“既‘咬’之，则安之”，从容应对，像贝多芬那样，扼住命运的咽喉，或者干脆学学尼采，公开宣布：上帝死了！
上帝又吝啬得很，决不肯把所有的好处都给一个人，给了你美貌，就不肯给你智慧；给了你金钱，就不肯给你健康；给了你天才，就一定要搭配点苦难……当你遇到这些不如意时，不必怨天尤人，更不能自暴自弃，顶好的办法，就是像那个老师那样去自励自慰：我们都是被上帝咬过的苹果。
作者:陈鲁民
4:15 PM
Monday, October 30, 2006
The supervisor just went out, i am alone in the office. The boss is also not here..Freedom again. But i have to do some research on the Autralia related association and Singapore St Andrew association.
In the pass few weeks i had been doing the research on associations and alumni...These research toke me quite a long time to do...hard to find...hahhaha..
My table has Pocky and Meiji Mini Tact...i bought them during lunch time...My table always have these kind of junk food...During the peak period, i had 4 diff favor of plum, chocolate, sweet and pocky...Now i am trying to reduce the number of junk food on my table...
It's going to be 4pm, my Monday will be ending soon, it's boring oso...
Leaving at exactly at 6pm....No one gonna to stop me from doing that...LOLx
3:46 PM
Two more weeks left before the IPP ends.
So Sianz now...Everyday doing the same thing. I am always alone in the office or leave at a corner doing my own stuff...Freedom is what i always have in this company.
Just got my pay last friday and it's $540...Should spend it with some plannig...if not all will end up in DVDs and fishing stuff.
I had been buying quite a number of DVDs this month it's abt 7,should be...And i also just bought a new fishing rod and reel few weeks ago...Cost quite a lot...I had jsut counted the DVDs I got, it's reaching 50 very soon...
I just find out that this stupid blog skin likes english more...coz all my chinese entries can't be display properly in all web browsers...Sadz....May consider to change to a new blog skin, a simple one...
12:00 PM
Sunday, October 29, 2006
这是一种莫名其妙的感觉．．．就好象自己一个人独自站在一望无际的大草原分不清东南西北．．．但你是知哪个是正确的方向．．．．哪一个才是你向往的一种生活模式．唉～～～:(
闷．．．闷．．．闷．．．
或许冷静思考是现在最需要的．．．
8:33 PM
Saturday, October 28, 2006
My pc spoiled and it was on the day after steam boat...
The steam boat day, we toke quite a lot of pics, and all had uploaded in to pc.
OMG...that was my first reaction when i heard that my pc spoiled...Fortunately, all the pic had been stored into chairnman's thumb drive. Only left those had not been uploaded into pc...Should i called this bless in disguise?..Hmmm...
Okay, let talk abt something that is more cheerful....Oh Yeah....i got my pay on Friday and it is only $540...To celebrate the pay day, when shopping with body shop kaki...i spent abt $80...Guess what, i lost the passion fruit body scrub on the way home. In fact, i lost in while boarding the bus....Should I be sad? I guess I am only feel a bit sad...Nvr mind, i still have $10 boucher and a $10 rebate with me....
Hahahaa....Ipp left only 9.5 working days....and on the last day, i have a lunch gathering...and it's on boss account...During the ipp period i got to know two good friends, Dorothy and JJ...They are really a nice people...I had dinner outing with them on last friday...it was a last minute decision....We had our dinner at Din Tai Feng and after that we went to suntec to see the body shop sale, too bad, it close at 7pm...We decided to have a drink at starbuck....hahahaha....wonderful gathering...
Now I am using a friend's laptop, in fact was my brother's friend(I know him also lah)...
Pc will be fully repaired in 1 mth's time...Gonna wait....but within this period of time, i will be using the laptop....Hahaha...Can use tv as the monitor, it's super big hor....:P
10:51 PM
Sunday, October 15, 2006
Today, woke up vry early, abt 5.45am...just to fish with friends....unfortunately, caught nothing.But on the way home, met my secondary friends again....
Hahaha....i am always fated to meet friends on the way to to some where...
Reached home quite early, around 2pm....slept the whole afternoon. woke up at abt 6pm...First thing to do was to clean up the house....long time nvr do that...so tiring now...3 hours of house work is tiring...Still doing the laundry now...most likely it's going to take abt 3 hrs...Fortunately there is an invention called washing machine...
Can't imaging those days people washing cloths without washing machine...especially when they had to wash cloths in winter...
Tiring...Tml is monday...working life...TIRED
8:45 PM
Monday, October 09, 2006
Ipp had started long time, day by day i feel that i am wasting my time...this feeling even growing stronger now....
The supervisors are nice but the job XXXX...
What i hated most is when calling companies to as for contact details and you have to lie to them that you are from this company...
Towards the end of ipp i may be a gd liar.....
Today, i just received a msg from Nicholas telling me that the time table is released.
Shit...It's "him" again...and it's on friday, cant run.
I sms friends abt the release of the time table....
Guess wat....Nat ask me to help her check, and i got her the wrong information.
So paiseh...So Sorry to scare her with that wrong msg...
Blame that internet browser....damn idiot...
Blame that job...so wu nai...
I am blur...most of the time....the job make me blur...it's boring
I am smart after 6pm....
9:27 PM
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
最近发现自己每天都在重复同一件事.有时侯自己好象失去了方向,不知道这一天或那一天是怎么走过的.
失落感慢慢的从全身涌了出来...
8:07 PM
最近发现自己每天都在重复同一件事.有时侯自己好象失去了方向,不知道这一天或那一天是怎么走过的.
失落感慢慢的从全身涌了出来...
8:07 PM
